Ephath

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Prayed this morning

That if I am putting the chariot before the horse

If I am asking to do your will

Before asking how to listen

Before asking how to respond to you

Slow me down

To have a better relationship with you

Before doing anything in your name

Before doing anything for you

To understand how you communicate

With me

Specifically

Because I listen differently than anyone else

The lense

You affixed over my eyes

See differently than anyone else

Word of the day

Isaiah 55:6 NLT

[6] Seek the Lord while you can find him. Call on him now while he is near.

I asked BflyMary gummy tolerance reset yesterday

Then decided to double gummy today

Double inhale

Brought me slowly up to just shy of where I used to be

With one inhale

Yet perfectly

To where I feel connected

With all senses

Sitting with Zen and writing this post

Isiah breathed on my prayer

Stop thinking volleyball mechanics

Stop incessantly snacking

Seek

Ask

I am here
As I always am

Final thought

My actual thought I digressed

This whole post

Is to seek His face, before His hand

Daily bread song

I am eating yogurt on couch

Zen next to be

Anxiously fixated on my bowl

God’s creation is constantly at work

We ask for His disruption for our desire

Instead of understanding His creation

Walking along side it