Rhythm run trial 1

Blessed by the Blessed🙏🙌 playlist by ashnic86

You by Apollo LTD

Just the song that was playing, not actually related

Be childlike

Jesus loves the children because of their heart

When you’re a child, first thing you learn is how closest people to you respond to the world

Using what sense?

None of their five senses are experiencing anything it’s ever known before

The only connections are the spiritual ones That is a feeling beyond our five senses

The spirit is learning how to react to 5 inputs

It knew what it was like to float around

Like flying in a miniature ocean space between organs

All the time

it knew what it was like in a warm, cozy womb

Like being wrapped in a 98°F electric blanket

All the time

It knew what infinite provision is

Like having your favorite meal

All the time

It knew it did not have to do anything, but exist

Like being on vacation

All the time

It knew it

The shock and fear of something completely new

From anything your 5 senses ever experienced

Fear x infinity

When you are one number past your max 10, all numbers are beyond your imagination (aka infinity)

Then you slowly recalibrate every expectation

As a child

They use their feelings the most

They can’t trust the senses that have not prepared them for what they are experiencing before

Maybe their spirit

Vaguely remembers that there used to be peace

peace is when it is quiet

Peace is when it is calm

Peace is when you have the right amount of provision

Provisions of everything we call womb

Peace is when you hear the mother that is always there

Peace is when all the energy around it is at peace when it hears the father

Peace was disturbed sometimes

But that was infrequent and back when it had all of it’s provisions met

Maybe more frequency would have made it less abrupt/harsh/intense/painful/bitter/blinding/shocking/distracting (so distracting it distracted my heart from functioning properly functioning)

But that was back when I had my great comforter mother and father

But that was back when all I knew was what I knew