Trust to lead
Less tell
More ask
Trust to lead
Less tell
More ask
Mirrored Sendy until Sendy was gone
Then I could only do what I wanted to do
And I found out why you do the things you did
It is what I would have done
If I had worth
You are me
And I would be you
If you looked for faith in God
Over man
Trust God Only
Final initial thought
Dry bones rattling
These are the motions of my dead bones
If they were living
It felt weird
To be living
Unintentional awakening
Final second thought
Familiar friend
So comfortably similar
Final third thought
I would gain 39 years of desert physical gains
You would gain 36 years of spiritual gains
Gain gals
Final fourth thought
So obsessed
Said the narcissist
To the mirror
How do you know I play
About my coming and going
When I do not tell you
Others did not know we dated
Even if they did
Why would they tell you
Unless you are the one that talks about me
And they update you
You even talk to the not serious guy
You are dating
Healthy dose of self love
Final 5th thought
I have gotten the worst of you
Anger, tired, exhausted, pouty, sick, scared, sad, hurt, vengeful, disappointed, upset, nauseous
Know the feeling
Of drowning out at sea
Grabbing hold of anything
Being alone
Trying to keep around anyone
That would stay
To give value to the existing experience
I grabbed hold of the cross
And all of the waves were so much easier
To move thru
I still had to hold on tight
With all my might
As the choppy waters around me
Pounded on my back
And my face
But I know if I just hold on
Jesus has overcome everything
And nothing can come against me
That Jesus cannot beat
He is the king
With authority over all of nature
Natural physical or spiritual
I can hold on with two hand
Or one with the other hand on one person
He is my uplifting anchor to God
Sendy is in my arm
In the ascension with Jesus
Jesus saves
Final initial thought