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  • Stay in garden

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    Do not judge me

    Cereal and Coffee

    Are there rules against this?!

    Why have I not been exploring like this before?

    There is nothing illegal about this

    It is within the rules of not ingesting poison

    There is so much adventure to be had

    The door was 300 spartan kicked down

    Why play only near the fence by the border?

    There is so much to do INSIDE the garden

    *snatched peace on earth

    Is heaven on earth

    To have my anxiety of what to eat gone

    To have my anxiety of what to drink gone

    To have my anxiety of what to wear gone

    ** snatched excited to dress in the morning

    Excited to be seen

    Excited to have your armor on

    to take on the day

    Excited about how it will help you

    take on the day

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    Creativity within the rules

    P.S. Less creative / Less Work / more lazy /more convenient to do it using ingredients from outside of the rule

  • Mind vacation

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    Filing nails Godwink

    Anxiety of length, shape, sharpness, skin peel

    Looking for a better way to file

    Explore with horizontal left right wiper one hand

    And scratch filer with filing nail

    My type of Godwink

    My type of communication that He is with me

    Explore comfort of cutting nail

    Anxiety over shape, visibility, awkward position

    Explore relaxing to fist

    And cutting from mouth side relaxed cut from sword side

    *snatched hunger Zen outta food

    Feed her only can food

    Feed her three times to make it seem like more

    Interesting if I keep asking if she is hungry

    And she only eats when she is

    Then she would know she can trust herself

    God did this to us

    We made our own rules and religion

  • Wild at heart

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    By John Eldredge

    Spoke to me and aligned with my history

    Sent BflyMary

    Just had a Godwink… 🔗 moment: Wild at Heart book is exactly what I need. I stopped at the part that I understood I was missing a lot of what a boy needed growing up with women and not tested much. Developed “why try” mentality. Weakened me so much thru out life, but now thru Christ everything has changed for me.

    Closed the notebook and book. Looked at the verse of the day… Romans 5:3-4 Rejoice for problems and trials to build character for salvation….. God so Good