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Category: flesh

  • Lion fawn

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    Might be getting rsv

    Elena unperturbed mentioned how she got rsv in past

    Just so happen 3 days after leaving

    Just so happen feel the landing on the throat

    Woke late this morning

    Mouthwash gurgle brush hair brush teeth calf stretch

    Will I crate train Zen today?

    No

    It is Sabbath

    We can rest near the kennel safely

    Like the fawn can rest near the Lion

    All is right in heaven

    All is peaceful in heaven

    All is love in heaven

    Sabbath rests from training and violence

    Final thought

    *post snatch say hear*

    Did I hurt MK feelings?

    Saying my confusion

    Of people who are in pain

    Yet avoid healing

    Example athletes play thru physical pain from volleyball

    Next day she had aching shoulder and knee

    Left early

    No show following week

    **snatched hear yourself advice

    I told Benson to be nice and play to not defeat the spirit of the other team

    Yet I could have been nice during play to keep the score close

    When MK not playing nor feeling well

    ***snatched back forth forth

    If you get knocked back a step

    You have actually traveled farther

    To get to the spot

    You were originally going to step toward

    You would be slightly more experienced

    Slightly more prepared (mentally: reaction/response)

    Slightly stronger (physically: muscles, immunity)

    Farther back you knocked

    The stronger you become in the present

    Training with Bruce Lee

    ***

    **

    I must apologize

    *

  • Sensory calibration

    Dandruff in Arizona

    If I knew humidity and temp

    I could prepare

    And adjust rhythm

    More moisturizing

  • Day of Rest

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    Intentionally taking a day of rest

    no projects

    discerning between daily required maintenance

    brush squat sweep water indoor plants

    tasks I can do while dancing and worshipping

    discerning between typical work made for the week

    watering outdoor plants that were watered by mother a coupld days ago

    rearranging room configuartion to more efficiently train Zen

    today doing a fast

    my last RX bar bite was 2 minutes before sunset

    my last calorie was gum by Liz at Dominic Balli concert at 1945ish

    No dishes need to be cleaned

    no food needs to be preped

    no food will need a decision to eat between

    no food will need a decision if healthy enough

    no food will need to be concerned for provision and sought

    *snatched incremental intentional distress practice

    better than unexpected serious test

    fasting once a week

    simulate “starving”

    versus and actual food crisis

    Depend on the Lord

    *unsnatched

    *snatched when a friend asks for help

    You help them

    Be interpretable

    For a higher priority

    Elena in distress

    To move out of house

    Help

    Less distress of unpacking slowly at storage

    Not needed my help

    God graced discernment for Elena

    And I

    To not ask

    And not offer

    *unsnatched

    Just relaxing in hammock

    No pressure to do anything

    Not “allowed” to do anything

    For the better of me

    *snatched does crate training count as work for Zen

    Will it give her rest today?

    No

    Will it give her more rest to be less anxious

    Yes overall if it is a daily maintenance

    If it is eventually understood

    That I only leave when it is necessary

    And not to worry when I leave

    Because I will come back

    And we can share a joyous moment of reunion

    Then a Scooby snack

    *unsnatched 

    Exodus 35:2-3 NLT

    [2] You have six days each week for your ordinary work, but the seventh day must be a Sabbath day of complete rest, a holy day dedicated to the Lord. Anyone who works on that day must be put to death. [3] You must not even light a fire in any of your homes on the Sabbath.”

    Discern when fire means work

    Do not warm up food

    Eat only what you planned for on the day of preparation

    You do not need physical light

    To rest

    Seek the spiritual light

    To see

    And feel true warmth

    mental marker timestamp hearting a moment

    Exodus 40 anointing oil

    I want to carry an oil

    To heart my day

    participate oil

    Oil says what it is good at holding

    You must participate to attach your feeling to it

    Lavender for relaxation

    It cannot force you to relax

    But it can help you if you pavlov yourself

    Peppermint is invigorating

    You must train to uphold it’s invigorating properties

    Pick a job

    They are all for the kingdom

    I want to do them all

    They all look like fun

    Especially if it is for the kingdom

    I will not be good at any of them

    But I want to do all of them

    Just pick one and honor God in it

    I can honor God in all of them

    Will you be a skilled craftsman that God can call upon to use?

    No

    Not to the standard that I would want to give to God

    Choose one

    Until you can honor Him with an offering that will bless Him

    Then you may participate

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