Category: flesh

  • Buzz chaser

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    Leisurely explore

    Volleyball quilt

    Volleyball

    Double gummy

    Inhale

    Missing the station

    Went too far

    Nap

    Wake

    Munch monster

    Nothing requiring kindling fire

    Wandering into tomorrow

    Chicken prep

    Conversation with ChatGPT

    Broke down origin story of 1g protein / body pound

    As optimization and body building culture

    Centurions ingest less than 50% of that

    Silly

    I do not want to build up my body that much

    The three day meal prep

    Just became three days for two people

    Or a week long for myself

    I am no longer chasing the buzz

    Of fullness

    I am chasing the buzz

    Of not feeling hungry

    Just feeling at peace

    No chasing a feeling of drunkardness

    Of uselessness

    Of being full

    And hindering alertness

    Thrill of the chase
    Of peace

    Final initial thought
  • Will it freely

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    I will do it

    Owns the participation

    I will go do what I want tomorrow

    Owns destiny

    If Thy Will comes tomorrow

    I will participate

    Not my will

    But

    God Will

    Is better

    Is perfect

    Thy Will be done

    Final initial thought

    God’s Will

    Cannot be stopped

    The Bible

    Is a testimony

    Of the people that witnessed

    God move the most

    Some testimonies were people that God chose

    And they denied the call

    Some heard the call

    And answered the call

    The spirit of the people

    Of Israel

    Of humanity

    Can be seen moving

    Cyclically

    Yet forward

    Like planets around the sun
  • Pretend to sleep

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    Pretend to not be tired in the morning

    Pretend to do it like you aren’t in pain

    Pretend like you are pretending to be ok

    0530 wake

    Immediate attack

    What is the point of waking up late?

    Stay here and sleep in

    You need more rest

    So tired

    No this is my time with the Lord

    Inhale Inhale Candle Potty Dress Hair Brush Squat Coffee then Latte

    Even a short time with the Lord

    Is worth it all

    Why dramatically drag on?

    Do with purpose on pace

    Pretend you are not tired

    Or enjoy worship while doing it