Category: flesh

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    Candle inhale shirt brush squat potty castor coffee latte dance

    Bursting at the seams

    Question everything

    Endless love blessed me by Bianca Silver, Kamikwazi

    Candle best position at belly button

    Illuminates ideally

    Physically comfortable to carry

    Easiest first movement from there

    Ceiling shadow funny tiny handle stretched

    That is how much I help when I reach out

    My hand is huge closer to my heart

    Keep moving routine

    How comfortable with routine

    And how clean the house

    To know where all the obstacles are

    Preventing calm peaceful

    Continuance of routine

    With only the tea candle

    Turn away

    When opening the fridge to get coffee

    It blinds like the power of God

    It even reverberates for some time

    Just feel

    And trust

    You know

    As much as you need to

    Know

    To get what you need

    By reaching in

    And feeling

    With your hand

    And seeing it

    With your mind

    Then switch back

    To your body eye

    *snatched day dreaming

    Is mind eye and body eye aligning

    Done at a young age

    Brings creativity

    Done as adult is planning

    Done as Christian is surrendering to God’s Will

    *

    Hurry up!

    Do

    what I know I need to do

    So I can get to pure worship at Jesus’ feet

    Ok!

    What else do I need to do

    Hurry!

    Before time is up

    And sunrises

    Signaling the excitement of seeing the sun

    Simultaneously the end of getting up from His feet

    To join Him walking into the garden

    *snatched useless gratitude

    We would be useless

    If we knew the gravity

    Of God

    Every moment

    Get to work

    But I just want to be at His feet

    It would be difficult

    To focus

    On anything

    If I was dumbstruck

    Of His vastness

    Or in tremble

    Of my insignificantly small

    existence

    Of the gratitude

    For His

    Mercy, Grace, Generosity, Justice, Peace, Power, Patience, Sacrifice, Salvation

    For His

    Son

    Spirit

    *

    The signal today

    Of the incoming signal

    Writing this

    To look up

    And lose my shadow

    The incoming signal

    Of sunrise

    Start with Jesus

    Final thought

    P.s. I do not need to inhale. Like I do not need much food, water, clothes. Discern appropriate use. Not required to conjure creativity

  • Fight for against

    Balancing knowing how the sausage was made versus enjoying what I can eat

    If we, the Royal we

    Fought for learning

    Why the law is

    Versus why the law is not

    We would be righteous

    And enjoy being righteous

    If Sendy fought as much for us

    As against us

    Nothing could stop us

    What side are you fighting on

    Final initial thought
  • Can I eat it

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    Inhale priority

    Quick to the routine

    To get out of flesh

    Tired cold hungry lazy heavy

    Then

    In a rush

    To get to beat the clock

    Before sunrise (joy in the morning)

    To get more time

    To get something done

    This time it is the list of why Sendy

    Or chosen leading study

    Or devotional 

    Or cleaning

    Or God

    *snatched discernment is here* (Emmaus)

    *snatched rebelling against Mike advice

    Pride of knowing better?

    That cannot be

    I have worthless thorn

    Turn that lens on

    Realize

    Double gospel (unhindered)

    God can do miracles for others

    But not me

    The answer you give is easy and great for you because God blessed you by orchestrating your blessing

    I do not have any of those thing so God would not orchestrate it like that for me so your advice does not apply to me

    *

    Slow down

    God is among the pans (Saint Avila)

    God is among the candle

    God is among my coffee making

    God is in each of my wobbly steps

    Always

    Can I eat this?

    Physically – yes

    Sanctify the pig

    And you eat it

    Spiritually – no

    You are serving sanctification to the pig

    You cannot serve two gods

    Abide

    Final initial thought