Category: flesh

  • Blue hue

    My Spirits battling

    Just another squeeze of the spiritual fruit

    Reminds me of Sendy

    When seeing the beauty

    Of the blue hue

    At 5 before 6

    That I am sure she has seen it many times

    It is the Lenny kravitz color I have been seeking

    It is painfully beautiful

    Knowing it is fleeting

    Knowing what comes next

    Regular life

    Tiring

    Exhausting

    Chores

    And decision making

    And anxieties

    And joys of overcoming

    But Having to overcome

    A reminder of why pair

    I keep stumbling

    Without someone to help me up

    Painfully connected

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  • Find spirit then soul

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    Inhale candle inhale potty

    Right before dressing

    Took a blind calm step

    Into a large puddle of potty

    Patience

    Calmly wash

    Say no

    Go correct

    Back to routine

    Revelation… 🔗 blessed

    Finding spirit of mood

    Detect which spirit of joy, anger, frustration, deceit, hiding, shame, peace, calm

    Factor in flesh

    Then find soul

    Possessed by a spirit of victim

    Flesh untamed

    Will lead the soul to the dark depths

    Sendy noted my dead eyes

    Because she can relate

    Recognizing spirits

    She has seen my spirit

    Has she seen my soul?

    Can she see it from my lens of worthlessness?

    Emotions and actions

    Final initial thought

    Emotions are spirits

    Actions are soul

  • Imagine reality

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    Laying on Zen

    Looking for yard sale

    For gardening supplies

    Snatched to military sleeping bag

    On sale

    Should I buy

    Imagine Sendy needing it

    Imagine sleeping on nature floor

    Imagine in tent

    Imagine in hammock

    Imagine in hammock in tent

    Gif

    Time travel?

    Or just imaginary

    Imaginary until prophecy

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