Category: flesh

  • Countenance

    20551220

    Benson shares daily bread by Pat Barrett and Kari Jobe

    Love that song

    I will seek your face before I seek your hand

    Woke at 5 excited for my puff and ponder session

    Good morning Lord God

    Here is what I want to bring to you

    To help me with

    Revelation graced

    What does it mean to come to the Lord without intention of getting something out of it?

    Just to walk in the cool of the day

    Not to get advice

    Not to get

    Just be

    Enjoy His great countenance

    I have what the hart panteth for (Psalm 42)

    Bask


    20251219

    Praying for Sendy this morning on the way to volleyball after greedily taking a puff after waking up late

    Asking how I can help

    Sendy have an encounter with Jesus

    The weight of the Roman soldier’s faith graced

    Weight of Judas in the chosen season 5 (later chatting with Mary) frustrated that Jesus did not call him to help with his unique abilities graced

    Weight of Luke 19:40 graced

    I do not need to do anything

    Just be the salt and light as in Mat 5:13-16

    God can do all things beyond my imagination (eph 3:20)

    For now

    I will deny myself

    My fleshly desires to wed

    The one I believe is my earthly person

    Be satiated with her countenance

    As I seek and feast on the countenance of the One

    I believe is my heavenly person

  • Sensory juggling

    20251211

    Revelation… 🔗 graced the hypocritical spirit of self help

    Multitasking doesn’t exist

    You are juggling your attention

    Putting on shoes

    While singing

    While driving

    While keeping eyes on God

    By fueling the thought train labeled Self-Control

  • Self help

    20251211

    Realizing tension is a necessity in life

    Self help is an oxymoron

    We cannot help ourself

    That is just called

    doing what we are doing

    If there is no tension

    You flow that direction

    To help is to have something not of the self influence the self

    God is the Good helper

    To provide Good tension

    To stay expectant

    Yet not strain

    ..Run yet not grow weary.. (ISA 40:31)

    ..Walk yet not faint.. (ISA 40:31)