Category: spiritual

  • Blue hue

    My Spirits battling

    Just another squeeze of the spiritual fruit

    Reminds me of Sendy

    When seeing the beauty

    Of the blue hue

    At 5 before 6

    That I am sure she has seen it many times

    It is the Lenny kravitz color I have been seeking

    It is painfully beautiful

    Knowing it is fleeting

    Knowing what comes next

    Regular life

    Tiring

    Exhausting

    Chores

    And decision making

    And anxieties

    And joys of overcoming

    But Having to overcome

    A reminder of why pair

    I keep stumbling

    Without someone to help me up

    Painfully connected

    Final initial thought
  • Find spirit then soul

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    Inhale candle inhale potty

    Right before dressing

    Took a blind calm step

    Into a large puddle of potty

    Patience

    Calmly wash

    Say no

    Go correct

    Back to routine

    Revelation… 🔗 blessed

    Finding spirit of mood

    Detect which spirit of joy, anger, frustration, deceit, hiding, shame, peace, calm

    Factor in flesh

    Then find soul

    Possessed by a spirit of victim

    Flesh untamed

    Will lead the soul to the dark depths

    Sendy noted my dead eyes

    Because she can relate

    Recognizing spirits

    She has seen my spirit

    Has she seen my soul?

    Can she see it from my lens of worthlessness?

    Emotions and actions

    Final initial thought

    Emotions are spirits

    Actions are soul

  • 202604261240mh1f7_sermon

    VentiMish

    Parenting reveals as much as it forms

    Stewarding what God has always woven

    Parenting woven into the daily

    Shape along the way

    Cannot pass on what you do not possess

    Like 6:45

    Esph 6:4

    Reframe

    • From ownership to stewardship
      • God knows and loves them more than you
      • We are not author of their story
      • Steward of their beginning
    • Behavior to heart
      • Created distance from God to us
      • Inside out, not monitor behavior
      • 1 sam 16:7
      • May create a Pharisees
    • From control to influence
      • Over controlling parents would have worked
      • Maybe I can do better in controlling more
      • I cannot control who they become
      • Prov 22:5
      • Control produces robots
      • Cannot control outcome but can control environment

    Practical parenting

    • Presence over perfection
      • Emotionally, physically,
    • Conversation over correction
      • Get curious on what is going on the inside
      • Get them to process hard things on their own
    • Modeling over messaging
      • Do what I say, not what I do
      • Handle stress
    • Grace over performance
      • Heart of God
      • Luke 15 – prodigal son
        • Father never stops being ready for them to return home

    Days are long
    Years are short

    Final message

    Your voice will be in their head

    Can it be gentle, advocacy, encouraging