Category: spiritual

  • Anchor totem

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    Getting away from crowds and cities

    Just gets me closer to Sendy

    Understanding her a bit more

    Her heart

    Just makes me love her more

    I need get to understand

    And anchor into three truths with me

    • Trust

    *Snatched engage redirect disengage

    Roma excitement nibble to chew toy

    Play a little to disperse energy

    Toss to side

    Give her command

    Same spiritually when emotions arise in conversation

    Find which tool to engage before redirecting

    Like calmness, compassion, and/or clarity

    To have a gentle conversation

  • Cities and crowds

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    Looking out over Japan from Apa hotel window

    Echos of why other people like the city

    I can see why this may be enjoyable

    I feel like it is too busy

    I cannot see enough nature around me

    I cannot see enough of God’s creation around me

    God’s the only perfect creator that makes no mistakes

    I can see all of Man’s creation surrounding me

    That fail

    That rusts

    That do not last

    I am surrounded by sinners

    We are all sinners

    They are all stacked on top of each other and living in obstruction to the view of God’s beautiful artistry

    I do not want to be able to describe man’s creation

    More than God’s creation

    All of these buildings are merely idolatry

    Of comfort

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    I know you have been trying to get close to me

    -Close to me by sharp dialect

    God winked

    Earlier asked where Roma’s chew rope went

    Turned my head as I was organizing my hair

    There it is

    Oh thank you, God

    I just needed to ask?

    Yes


    Praying over the middle school small group session

    Echo of a question rang

    What does unsolicited advice mean?

    -8th grade female

    Awkward to let the story hang without interaction

    Acknowledgement is bare minimum

    Shaming is going backwards

    Empathy is going forward

    Just hold space


    What if I had the authority of Jesus to heal

    I would listen to someone

    Empathize

    And heal

    I am not Jesus

    I can point them to Jesus

    I can trust Jesus will take care of them

    Better than I can


    Do not give special attention

    To events you do not want to mark / remember

    Give affection near blanket place

    To have it be a safe place for comfort and love

    Do not say special good bye

    When returning is the event you want them to remember

    Do I ignore her as I do my tasks?

    How will she feel about that?

    Like she does not exist

    Discern bare minimum of acknowledgement

    Or engagement

    If I cave in Every time to affection

    I would get no tasks complete


    * Snatched peaceful nap

    Looked over to Roma peacefully napping

    And may your kingdom be

    What wakes us up, and lays us down

    Lose my soul by tobymac

    Peaceful rest

    Not the same as submissive sleep

    Peaceful, tuckered out from run and fun, rest

    Not the same as flustered and all cried out exhaustion sleep