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  • Countenance

    20551220

    Benson shares daily bread by Pat Barrett and Kari Jobe

    Love that song

    I will seek your face before I seek your hand

    Woke at 5 excited for my puff and ponder session

    Good morning Lord God

    Here is what I want to bring to you

    To help me with

    Revelation graced

    What does it mean to come to the Lord without intention of getting something out of it?

    Just to walk in the cool of the day

    Not to get advice

    Not to get

    Just be

    Enjoy His great countenance

    I have what the hart panteth for (Psalm 42)

    Bask

    20251219

    Praying for Sendy this morning on the way to volleyball after greedily taking a puff after waking up late

    Asking how I can help

    Sendy have an encounter with Jesus

    The weight of the Roman soldier’s faith graced

    Weight of Judas in the chosen season 5 (later chatting with Mary) frustrated that Jesus did not call him to help with his unique abilities graced

    Weight of Luke 19:40 graced

    I do not need to do anything

    Just be the salt and light as in Mat 5:13-16

    God can do all things beyond my imagination (eph 3:20)

    For now

    I will deny myself

    My fleshly desires to wed

    The one I believe is my earthly person

    Be satiated with her countenance

    As I seek and feast on the countenance of the One

    I believe is my heavenly person

  • Happyface

    After applying

    I recalled the question from Lance

    That echoed the question from Dino

    “Johnson, why are you so happy all the time?”

    Dino sees me only serving

    Lance asked a follow on

    “is it deep seeded and fake?”

    It used to be

    I get less prying questions if I am smiling

    God blessed me now

    To be joyous in Him

    I do not need to fake it

    It went from head knowledge of what a happy person looks like

    When the heart is aligned with God

    To experiencing transformation

    Of the heart forming

    I was acting the part

    Before I got the role

    Sore spot transformed into source of genius

  • Application

    20251218

    Snoozed to 5:15 and took a breath brushed moisturized new lavender squat

    Read 219 chosen gospel

    Fellowshipped with Lance at 6:30 at the coffee bean

    Complimented my fervor toward the Lord

    Complimented my ability to recognize sermonization vs personal application

    Complimented my ability to show up and doubt from the inside

    Rooted from sore spot

    Of being marked off with a lower grade for not being able to apply concepts learned in school

    Why were tests so different than homework?

    So I want to know how other people personally apply it

    I read the same literature textbook as the class

    So summarizing and paraphrasing the textbook does not help me

    I want to know how you personally applied it

    Because I cannot bridge the mental textbook teaching

    To real life experience

    I am looking for a rabbi of concepts

    In addition, not as ancillary, to the law