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  • Eye activated

    20251118

    Up immediately at the call at 4

    Arose handedly inhaled a gummie

    Worshipped

    Sway side to side

    Left to right

    Left to right

    Left to right

    Left to right

    Switch

    Right to left

    Right to left

    Right to left

    Right to left

    **snatched blindness a blessing

    On less distraction from God’s voice

    ** Dementia a blessing

    Reliving only old memories

    Infinite retries to fix sadness/anxiety

    Costs you teleporting to a week later with each consumption of a dementia pill

  • Stupid yarn gratitude

    20251117

    Sitting here choosing to chunky thread a lace on the neck of my poncho

    Could be easy to just grommet it

    Easy to apply

    Easy to protect from fraying from cutting

    Easy to protect from unraveling

    I might even have some from a previous project

    Somewhere

    Just need to go find

    Nah let me do it just the material alone

    I was just joking to myself earlier historical fiction

    Someone really did ask me how I cut it without it unraveling

    Now I am answering to myself

    I trusted God and just went for it

    If it worked

    Thank God

    If it did not

    He will find a way to fix it

    I do not know the sorcery behind it not unraveling

    But thank God it did not

    As I continue

    To try

    To thread the lace in the speedy stitcher

    I realized it was too chunky

    I tried to push with another needle

    No way

    I tried the normal needle threader assist

    No way

    Too thin for chunky

    And needle hole too small for double chunky to pass

    I tried threader assist on smaller thread then wrapped smaller thread around chunky threat

    Took some time

    As I was doing it…

    This seems like a lot of work

    So? Am I in a rush?

    No

    Is this more difficult than it should be?

    Let me just try it first even if it takes a while

    The future will take up so much time even if it does work

    I will reassess after the first try

    What is the point of even trying if it does work and it takes forever? Are you not wasting more time?

    This is for fun anyway. I can just take my time

    First try did not go too well

    Lord God are you with me?

    Please help me through this

    I know this can work with you

    Got a little more tangled

    You should just stop

    I am not on rush

    Lord God

    I know there is a way with you

    Back out a bit

    Stay calm

    Twisting the wrong way

    Try again

    *Graced*

    Praise the Lord

    Praise the Way Maker

    Praise my Protector from my own thoughts

    Grateful for the One who wanted to hang out with me through this

    Grateful for the One that did not judge me stupid to venture and play here

    Grateful for the One who listened to me

    Grateful for the One that helped me

    Grateful for the One who gives me strength

    Grateful for the One who rejoices with me

  • Time Travel

    20251116

    Bursting after sharing the love

    Constantly swirling about Sendy

    I remembered.. how to remember

    is pretty much time traveling

    without adding feelings