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Swirling in despair
I pray and cry to the Lord to help me
Open the Bible to Mark of the parable of the tenants killing the son
1 chronicles of David’s messengers being humiliated by Hanuman
Isaiah 45:10 to not question the Lord’s Will and He has a plan thru Jesus
It all points to Jesus
Jesus was the perfect fruit of the spirit
Live like Him and produce fruit
Jesus is the answer
Final thought
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As I nourish with sourdough, crispy puff grain, kettle, pink salt, Greek chickpeas with parsley and cumin from trader Joe’s
This might be the third time that I recalled the Lord echoing in my mind the phrase
Xyz I do not want to unravel my reality and spiral
Meditating / processing / praying
Physical / mental / spiritual
*snatched so good at cutting ties physically?
How about mentally?
How about emotionally?
To a person?
Do not see them
Do not think about them
Do not allow them to invoke undesired feelings
**snatched unable to shake my emotion attached
To my soul bonded partner
I do not want to
***snatched wrapping vine
Around each other
Intertwining
Milw gia sena by dim Angelo, Nikko sunset
Staying attached to the Great Vine
Sewing the reality of love and the cloth of life
Weaving a beautiful tapestry
Becoming one
Undo the knots to redo and relieve the tension
Final thought
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After checking in with my current feels
I just have another Sendy Nugget
I am so rich with information
About her
I know her so well
I can have a conversation with her
Without her
Here
I know her too well
To know we will enjoy this
To know God revealed this
To know her heart
To know I Yada her
Because he Yada me first
I could not see the Yada before
Because I did not know what it looked like
*Snatched I am an outsider
Even in the family
Towed 🛻 along out of necessity
The good family and love
Was for them
Not me
Thanks for having me along to witness
To have second hand, contact feels
Sure wish I had that first hand experience of that feeling
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We will be
Final thought