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Why not ask help
Why pain
I do not trust they judge me not
Inadequacy, invalid, illogical, embarrassing
When I asked before
Anger, annoyance, undesired, apathy
After asking before
Guilt, shame, debt, bitterness
Why ask
When no asking
Control of current
Joy, peace, pain, strength
More than after effect of
Asking before
Mis-characterisation
Deep sore spot
Know it all, undeserving, undesired, judged no need
Asking before
Isolated me, stacked response to future