LamMoving

Tag: GodWink

  • I you

    Mirrored Sendy until Sendy was gone

    Then I could only do what I wanted to do

    And I found out why you do the things you did

    It is what I would have done

    If I had worth

    You are me

    And I would be you

    If you looked for faith in God

    Over man

    Trust God Only

    Final initial thought

    Dry bones rattling

    These are the motions of my dead bones

    If they were living

    It felt weird

    To be living

    Unintentional awakening

    Final second thought

    Familiar friend

    So comfortably similar

    Final third thought

    I would gain 39 years of desert physical gains

    You would gain 36 years of spiritual gains

    Gain gals

    Final fourth thought

    So obsessed

    Said the narcissist

    To the mirror

    How do you know I play

    About my coming and going

    When I do not tell you

    Others did not know we dated

    Even if they did

    Why would they tell you

    Unless you are the one that talks about me

    And they update you

    You even talk to the not serious guy

    You are dating

    Healthy dose of self love

    Final 5th thought

    I have gotten the worst of you

    Anger, tired, exhausted, pouty, sick, scared, sad, hurt, vengeful, disappointed, upset, nauseous

  • You orchestrated

    You wanted this

    Right?

    You wanted love

    Love that would die for you

    That would put up with all your crap

    When you are acting the meanest

    You can

    And still come back

    And be nice

    You created this

    You could have accepted me for who I was

    Or you could take chunks of me away

    Until it revealed just my core

    Sendy: am I worth fighting for when you do not know what worth even means?

    Johnson: am I worth trying to fight for?

    I mirrored all the things you wanted

    You did this

    Final initial thought

    Godwink

    I was urged to get a dog

    I accidentally got the wrong dog

    The dog that just so happens to be the same dog you had growing up

    Sister just so happen to review her journal

    Recording the date my mother

    Told her to record when Dad was not home

    Mom so happen

    To give me photo of me at the same age of 9

  • Watch bloom

    Losing burst control

    Grab hold of Jesus

    Imagine planting

    Your own seed thoughts

    And watering it

    And being patient with it

    Not rushing it

    Allowing it room to grow

    Only pruning if it got out of control

    Snatched victory pose

    Revelation only revealed with trust

    In faith

    Hold strong to the Lord

    It really will save you

    Jesus will save you

    Each time

    You dove back in

    To try and save another

    But you can’t do it

    Without me

    So keep going

    As long as you stay close

    To me

    Enough to touch

    Enough to turn around once

    And notice if I am there

    I will always answer

    Jesus is King

    Final initial thought

    Sendy is not stronger

    Than Jesus

    He saves lives