You orchestrated

You wanted this

Right?

You wanted love

Love that would die for you

That would put up with all your crap

When you are acting the meanest

You can

And still come back

And be nice

You created this

You could have accepted me for who I was

Or you could take chunks of me away

Until it revealed just my core

Sendy: am I worth fighting for when you do not know what worth even means?

Johnson: am I worth trying to fight for?

I mirrored all the things you wanted

You did this

Final initial thought

Godwink

I was urged to get a dog

I accidentally got the wrong dog

The dog that just so happens to be the same dog you had growing up

Sister just so happen to review her journal

Recording the date my mother

Told her to record when Dad was not home

Mom so happen

To give me photo of me at the same age of 9