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0400 procrastinated
Even without tiredness
Tapped at 0500
Sad I missed another hour to worship
Candle inhale reset bed Zen bed dress potty hair brush squat coffee soy latte dish counter reset worship dance
*snatched to revelation use all of earth
For ground
To pull toward
Fastest path
Is the most efficient longest path
Punch load up arrow backward
To release point forward
Punch fist travels in curved trajectory
Curves are dangerous
Nike check to jump vs broad jump
Hook punch vs straight punch
Power is found farthest back
To go the farthest forward
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Reminiscing of last night
Excited for so many projects
I have wanted to do
For so long
Yet did not do
Under the burden
Of worthlessness
Now I am worth it
I am new
Am I just seeking novelty?
Maybe
But it is all just for fun
I will see God along the way
He will tell me if I am going the wrong way
I can gain expertise in all of it
Or just one of it
God will be there for all of it
Something will always be new
I do not need to be good at any of it
None of it matters
Just do it to have fun
Do it earnestly
God will accept any offering
That is earnest
*snatched sacrifice advice
To accept advice is a sacrifice
Of accepting you were wrong
And going the other way
Must be humbled
To go someone else’s way
To follow them
In the direction they are leading you
Tension
Of losing self
To follow someone else
Must feel safe
That the one leading
Is Good
Good God
omnipresent in activities
Final initial thought