Make Him Proud

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The truth is by Megan Woods by ashnic86

Seeds of doubt

This is Sendy and I

We do not feel Good enough

But I would not change a thing

About you

You grow all on your own

I just want to hold you

Support

However you need me to

To move toward joy

To move toward peace

To move toward love

To move toward God

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Final initial thought

Godwink to dispel seeds of doubts

Jesus rebuked Peter

The rock

Trust only in the Lord

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With prayer to speak to me

Judges 13:23 strummed a heart cord

If my morning routine were wrong

God would not accept the burnt offerings of what my past offers for His kingdom

For Him to use for His Will

If I am eating spiritual fruit

I am following the Good Omens

It is my favorite time

With the Lord

When I can use whatever voice I want

To worship Him

But I am looking for the one

That will allow me to worship as long as possible

So the one that can go the full range of notes

With the lowest effort

To reduce fatigue

God would not have accepted the grain offering

The seeds of my future

The imaginary possibilities of infinity

Any of which God can make a reality

If He is willing

He would reveal

My heart’s desire

He would choose to fulfill

Or mercifully rescue me from

*snatched take punches

To my character

With judgement

Unsolicited advice

Yet no answer

To my questions

** snatched so dumb

How people do not understand

What is righteous

I am so dumb

How am I to think I know everything

I know nothing

But what I do know

Everyone else should automatically know

Because I am dumb

And I know it

Does not have to make sense

To be true

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Attacks on my character

Has been constant in my life

Doubting my ability

To understand banking

To understand how to make decisions

To understand my own desires

To understand my own preference for joy

Such as eating salty food

Or eating sweet things

People did not want to teach me

They said I would figure it out

Meant to be a compliment

But it fed into my worthlessness

To be worth someone’s time/energy

To be spent on