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Swirling in despair
I pray and cry to the Lord to help me
Open the Bible to Mark of the parable of the tenants killing the son
1 chronicles of David’s messengers being humiliated by Hanuman
Isaiah 45:10 to not question the Lord’s Will and He has a plan thru Jesus
It all points to Jesus
Jesus was the perfect fruit of the spirit
Live like Him and produce fruit
Jesus is the answer
Final thought
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After checking in with my current feels
I just have another Sendy Nugget
I am so rich with information
About her
I know her so well
I can have a conversation with her
Without her
Here
I know her too well
To know we will enjoy this
To know God revealed this
To know her heart
To know I Yada her
Because he Yada me first
I could not see the Yada before
Because I did not know what it looked like
*Snatched I am an outsider
Even in the family
Towed 🛻 along out of necessity
The good family and love
Was for them
Not me
Thanks for having me along to witness
To have second hand, contact feels
Sure wish I had that first hand experience of that feeling
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We will be
Final thought
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I can practice snapping into focus
And reassigning feelings
To good ones
Feel the pain
In your muscle
Focus and feel what it is attached to
Feel all around it
By moving it
Experiencing it
Responding to it
Explore it
Stretch it
Flex it
Learn its anatomical name
Learn its purpose
Learn how it is fueled
Learn how it is strengthened
Feel the pain
Of the shame
Focus on why it occured
Focus on what you were doing
On what you could have done
On what was out of your control
On what was not your fault
On what impact it had how you act now
On how God has turned it into good
Do not worry about why
Do not worry about vengeance of injustice
Do not worry understanding outside God’s Will
Focus on feelings in the current second moment and circumstance
Final thought