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Swirling in despair
I pray and cry to the Lord to help me
Open the Bible to Mark of the parable of the tenants killing the son
1 chronicles of David’s messengers being humiliated by Hanuman
Isaiah 45:10 to not question the Lord’s Will and He has a plan thru Jesus
It all points to Jesus
Jesus was the perfect fruit of the spirit
Live like Him and produce fruit
Jesus is the answer
Final thought
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After checking in with my current feels
I just have another Sendy Nugget
I am so rich with information
About her
I know her so well
I can have a conversation with her
Without her
Here
I know her too well
To know we will enjoy this
To know God revealed this
To know her heart
To know I Yada her
Because he Yada me first
I could not see the Yada before
Because I did not know what it looked like
*Snatched I am an outsider
Even in the family
Towed 🛻 along out of necessity
The good family and love
Was for them
Not me
Thanks for having me along to witness
To have second hand, contact feels
Sure wish I had that first hand experience of that feeling
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We will be
Final thought
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Psyche by ki Alexis
Snap snap bass dance
Have not had a release in a while
Maybe only once since the snip
No guilt no shame
Checking in with chaptgpt convo regarding weakness
Regarding using the right materials/process to operate the vessel
The Lord speaks into experiencing the now
Using all the tools you have
All your senses
Physical, mental, spiritual
Physically 5 senses
Mentally your attention and simulation generator
Spiritually your emotion attached to it
Response tools
Physical tense/flex/engage
Notice tension/pain/weakness/power/flow
Mentally
Focus
Spiritually assign emotion
Do not worry about what you are eating tomorrow night
Pop the worry like you pop the thought
Do not worry about what people think of your looks
Similarly
Pray
The replay
Of a moment in time
Of shame
Invite Jesus with you
Refocus on the circumstance
Realize you did not need to worry
When you know God used that moment
To create something better in me
Later
Some I see now
Like patience, listener, subtle ADHD, easily entertained in my mind
*snatch air head
I can air head
I can shut it all off
I can engage just enough muscles to feel floating
Painless
Control breathing slow
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Some I do not see
Like unmusical, uncarpenter, anxiety swirl
Physical fruits
Powerful/unweak/ease to tense/ease to sustain/painless
Mental fruit
Ease of focus, ease to sustain, minimal simulations
Spiritual fruit
Patience, peace, gentleness, joy, love, kindness, faithfulness, self control, goodness
Align 3 in 1
Final thought