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Tag: prayer

  • Similar youngest

    Before I structured my thoughts

    I am unceasingly praying

    To God

    To reveal

    The righteous path

    To be clear

    If it includes Sendy as my wife

    Or if it does not

    Please be clear

    Admonish me

    Do not make the paths look similar

    To one another

    Help me blow the dead leaves

    To reveal

    The right way

    I am nervous

    To be going

    The wrong way

    Fear

    Final intro thought

    I thought about story

    Of the influences

    Of being the youngest

    You received some of the same gifts

    But the way experienced it was different

    Lost joyous spirit

    When neglected

    I felt alone even with people around

    Sendy just takes control

    And leaves first

    I had no worth

    So I took the path of least resistance

    Ate when told to eat

    Quieted on command

    Obedient

    Soldier

    I have a neutrally joyous state

    It takes energy to be angry

    You are the same

    You know how to prioritize

    *snatched do not give up on me yet

    By maverick city music, Ashley hess.. by ashnic86

    I will not give up on your Sendy

    Ever

    Thru thick muds of our past

    Thru thin delicate feelings

    *

    *snatched level up stats

    Number of increased concert experienced

    Number of sushis eaten

    Number of treasures acquired

    *

    *snatched sluggard thinker

    What is driving your fear

    Be joyous in being wrong

    About the things that are holding you down

    Whatever is driving the fear

    Will be overcome

    By a Good God

    Hold steadfast to your current joyous truth

    That the same Good God

    Wants you to have more joyous truths

    Like the nature mystic of a waterfall

    Not asking you to imagine something new

    Only the beautiful purple rock of personal experience

    Be ready to release anxieties

    That create a decline

    In the frequency of the joyous truth

    Safely think through the fear

    To free the scared child

    That experienced it

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    The basic necessities

    Then you proceeded to not be lazy

    And actively discovered yourself

    What takes good

    What is more comfortable

    What makes the room more comfortable

    Or make it look better

    Or function better for light distribution

    What will help me sleep better

    Professional relaxer

    You were mostly allowed to decline what you did not want

    Until you learned about the safety factor needed

    To be granted the request

    You took control of the action

    And hermited

  • Rebuttal

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    Inhaled a deep holding breath of prayer

    That the Lord help guide me

    In this little session

    Of nourishment physically (mmm steak)

    Of nourishment spiritually

    Just going about life

    Learning about myself

    Learning I can discover what I like

    Like how to cut a steak

    To make the texture more enjoyable

    Neither are wrong

    One is just more enjoyable

    Subjective

    I do not need validation from others

    To know I enjoy it

    For myself

    Sendy argument: 

    You are going to get bored and leave me again

    Rebuttal:

    I do not get bored

    I get creative

    I was forced at a young age

    To learn how to entertain myself

    My worth tethered me to others

    That were not interested

    In my interests

    I learned how to turn on the screen saver

    I learned how to imagine simulations

    I learned to not share them since I was not asked

    *snatched heaven

    Like rain on a tin roof

    By blessing of for blessed by ashnic86

    *Godwinked I spilled my coarse salt

    That I just bought from WinCo

    As I sang in worship

    I brushed the unsalvageable pieces into the trash

    And it sounded like rain on a tin roof

    As it landed on the paper in the trash can

  • Seeking novelty

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    0400 procrastinated

    Even without tiredness

    Tapped at 0500

    Sad I missed another hour to worship

    Candle inhale reset bed Zen bed dress potty hair brush squat coffee soy latte dish counter reset worship dance

    *snatched to revelation use all of earth

    For ground

    To pull toward

    Fastest path

    Is the most efficient longest path

    Punch load up arrow backward

    To release point forward

    Punch fist travels in curved trajectory

    Curves are dangerous

    Nike check to jump vs broad jump

    Hook punch vs straight punch

    Power is found farthest back

    To go the farthest forward

    *

    Reminiscing of last night

    Excited for so many projects

    I have wanted to do

    For so long

    Yet did not do

    Under the burden

    Of worthlessness

    Now I am worth it

    I am new

    Am I just seeking novelty?

    Maybe

    But it is all just for fun

    I will see God along the way

    He will tell me if I am going the wrong way

    I can gain expertise in all of it

    Or just one of it

    God will be there for all of it

    Something will always be new

    I do not need to be good at any of it

    None of it matters

    Just do it to have fun

    Do it earnestly

    God will accept any offering

    That is earnest

    *snatched sacrifice advice

    To accept advice is a sacrifice

    Of accepting you were wrong

    And going the other way

    Must be humbled

    To go someone else’s way

    To follow them

    In the direction they are leading you

    Tension

    Of losing self

    To follow someone else

    Must feel safe

    That the one leading

    Is Good

    Good God
    omnipresent in activities

    Final initial thought