Tag: prayer

  • Joyful Zen

    New mercies this morning

    Zen is still happy to see me

    In the morning

    That is a mercy

    I thought she was mad at me

    She probably thought I was mad at her

    For leaving her in kennel

    When I was at jury duty

    What would it look like

    To outwardly role play

    The actions of someone

    That was outwardly

    Expressing

    What is inside

    *snatched I side out fountain*

    She was happy

    Not wildly excited

    Glad to see me

    I was glad to see her then too

    So long as I stay present

    Not simulate the future

    What she might do later

    When I know what I will do

    Just start with love now

    And show that

    Outwardly

    Zen blessing

    Final initial thought

    Hard for dogs to not show

    Outwardly

    What is inside

    Emotionally

    Outside

    We are the same

    But much more

    Complex

    Mixture of feeling

    To show outside

  • Imagine reality

    0827 continuation

    Laying on Zen

    Looking for yard sale

    For gardening supplies

    Snatched to military sleeping bag

    On sale

    Should I buy

    Imagine Sendy needing it

    Imagine sleeping on nature floor

    Imagine in tent

    Imagine in hammock

    Imagine in hammock in tent

    Gif

    Time travel?

    Or just imaginary

    Imaginary until prophecy

    Final initial thought
  • Post dang dinner

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    Flaking bad after cigars last night

    I could friend zone someone

    Just as you are doing to me now

    Cut the romance

    Honestly was not ready after the breakup

    But thought it was the universe timing

    Tried it

    Did not connect

    I was going to be friend

    Just as you are to me now

    Still a glimmer of hope in her eyes

    Where would all my plants go

    Not emotionally available

    J will write all the reasons why he thinks it will work

    S will write all the reasons it will not

    Update agreement

    Knowing boundaries

    Final thought