Tag: prayer

  • Buzz chaser

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    0501 wake candle inhale brush uncandle (no kindling fire on Sabbath) coffee peanut butter

    Leisurely explore

    Volleyball quilt

    Volleyball

    Double gummy

    Inhale

    Missing the station

    Went too far

    Nap

    Wake

    Munch monster

    Nothing requiring kindling fire

    Wandering into tomorrow

    Chicken prep

    Conversation with ChatGPT

    Broke down origin story of 1g protein / body pound

    As optimization and body building culture

    Centurions ingest less than 50% of that

    Silly

    I do not want to build up my body that much

    The three day meal prep

    Just became three days for two people

    Or a week long for myself

    I am no longer chasing the buzz

    Of fullness

    I am chasing the buzz

    Of not feeling hungry

    Just feeling at peace

    No chasing a feeling of drunkardness

    Of uselessness

    Of being full

    And hindering alertness

    Thrill of the chase
    Of peace

    Final initial thought
  • Joyful Zen

    New mercies this morning

    Zen is still happy to see me

    In the morning

    That is a mercy

    I thought she was mad at me

    She probably thought I was mad at her

    For leaving her in kennel

    When I was at jury duty

    What would it look like

    To outwardly role play

    The actions of someone

    That was outwardly

    Expressing

    What is inside

    *snatched I side out fountain*

    She was happy

    Not wildly excited

    Glad to see me

    I was glad to see her then too

    So long as I stay present

    Not simulate the future

    What she might do later

    When I know what I will do

    Just start with love now

    And show that

    Outwardly

    Zen blessing

    Final initial thought

    Hard for dogs to not show

    Outwardly

    What is inside

    Emotionally

    Outside

    We are the same

    But much more

    Complex

    Mixture of feeling

    To show outside

  • Imagine reality

    0827 continuation

    Laying on Zen

    Looking for yard sale

    For gardening supplies

    Snatched to military sleeping bag

    On sale

    Should I buy

    Imagine Sendy needing it

    Imagine sleeping on nature floor

    Imagine in tent

    Imagine in hammock

    Imagine in hammock in tent

    Gif

    Time travel?

    Or just imaginary

    Imaginary until prophecy

    Final initial thought