Tag: prayer

  • Cheering anchor

    Know the feeling

    Of drowning out at sea

    Grabbing hold of anything

    Being alone

    Trying to keep around anyone

    That would stay

    To give value to the existing experience

    I grabbed hold of the cross

    And all of the waves were so much easier

    To move thru

    I still had to hold on tight

    With all my might

    As the choppy waters around me

    Pounded on my back

    And my face

    But I know if I just hold on

    Jesus has overcome everything

    And nothing can come against me

    That Jesus cannot beat

    He is the king

    With authority over all of nature

    Natural physical or spiritual

    I can hold on with two hand

    Or one with the other hand on one person

    He is my uplifting anchor to God

    Sendy is in my arm

    In the ascension with Jesus

    Jesus saves

    Final initial thought
  • Last Worth bit

    I was disappointed for the last time

    When putting my worth in my partner

    I have constantly had to kill myself

    My thoughts

    My spirit

    Because I was constantly wrong

    Some justifiably

    Some less

    Then I realized

    I needed to stop seeking my worth

    In humanity

    I must seek it

    From God above

    The hurtful accusations are less painful

    When you know your identity in Christ

    When you realize the painful lens

    That the other person is looking through

    Without the love of Christ

    Jesus saves

    Final initial thought
  • Define desire

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    Exploring my joys

    Means also exploring my desires

    I have been enjoying slow morning

    Not being in a rush

    My desire is to not be rushed

    My desire is to peacefully

    Calmly

    Do what I need to do

    Then

    Do

    My desire is to lose myself

    To the worship music

    To dance

    To sing

    My desire to rest

    In the Lord

    And feel no pain

    And be present in my body

    In my current surroundings

    Safely

    Comfortably

    I have been nomadic

    So long

    Sojourning

    My greatest rest I have found

    Is to let go of my anxieties

    Not sleep many hours

    To awaken groggy

    And still tired

    When I can move

    Freely

    Free from pain

    Physically

    Mentally

    Spiritually

    What is left is the soul of gratitude

    I will constantly come here

    To rest

    Daily

    As much as I can

    What do I desire to do before coming back?

    Making the space more comfortable to worship in

    To get there more efficiently

    To have more time there

    To be at my best

    To not waste my time being tired there

    I will try to be awake

    Even if I do not feel awake

    To squeeze the fruit

    From different perspectives

    Different angles

    Different layers

    Different realities

    Different music

    Different devotional

    What else do I desire?

    Physical is easy

    Mental is easy

    What does my soul desire?