Tag: prayer

  • Too well

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    After checking in with my current feels

    I just have another Sendy Nugget

    I am so rich with information

    About her

    I know her so well

    I can have a conversation with her

    Without her

    Here

    I know her too well

    To know we will enjoy this

    To know God revealed this

    To know her heart

    To know I Yada her

    Because he Yada me first

    I could not see the Yada before

    Because I did not know what it looked like


    *Snatched I am an outsider

    Even in the family

    Towed 🛻 along out of necessity

    The good family and love

    Was for them

    Not me

    Thanks for having me along to witness

    To have second hand, contact feels

    Sure wish I had that first hand experience of that feeling

    *

    We will be

    Final thought
  • Snap snap

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    Psyche by ki Alexis

    Snap snap bass dance

    Have not had a release in a while

    Maybe only once since the snip

    No guilt no shame

    Checking in with chaptgpt convo regarding weakness

    Regarding using the right materials/process to operate the vessel

    The Lord speaks into experiencing the now

    Using all the tools you have

    All your senses

    Physical, mental, spiritual

    Physically 5 senses

    Mentally your attention and simulation generator

    Spiritually your emotion attached to it

    Response tools

    Physical tense/flex/engage

    Notice tension/pain/weakness/power/flow

    Mentally

    Focus

    Spiritually assign emotion

    Do not worry about what you are eating tomorrow night

    Pop the worry like you pop the thought

    Do not worry about what people think of your looks

    Similarly

    Pray

    The replay

    Of a moment in time

    Of shame

    Invite Jesus with you

    Refocus on the circumstance

    Realize you did not need to worry

    When you know God used that moment

    To create something better in me

    Later

    Some I see now

    Like patience, listener, subtle ADHD, easily entertained in my mind

    *snatch air head

    I can air head

    I can shut it all off

    I can engage just enough muscles to feel floating

    Painless

    Control breathing slow

    *

    Some I do not see

    Like unmusical, uncarpenter, anxiety swirl

    Physical fruits

    Powerful/unweak/ease to tense/ease to sustain/painless

    Mental fruit

    Ease of focus, ease to sustain, minimal simulations

    Spiritual fruit

    Patience, peace, gentleness, joy, love, kindness, faithfulness, self control, goodness

    Align 3 in 1

    Final thought
  • Helping the helper

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    Psalms 27:9 NLT
    [9] Do not turn your back on me. Do not reject your servant in anger. You have always been my helper. Don’t leave me now; don’t abandon me, O God of my salvation!

    I was the helper

    Turns out I have had backup without realizing it

    Hyperfocus is a gift

    Washi paper Lighting for Lambulance graced

    You have always been with me

    Final thought