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Reading wild at heart by John eldredge chapter 10
I rather you do nothing for me
Than do something
To Lord over me
Do not guilt me
I rather figure it out myself
Than be enslaved from spite
So I do not ask
I do not receive
In fear of either
What does it look like for someone
To do something
Not out of obligation
With no expectation of reciprocation
Out of love
Only one Lord
Final initial thought
Who is humble
Sendy did not do this to me
She showed love in this way
After realizing I was not the same
I thought to
Make an appendix to the PowerPoint
I have so much to say
I only have 7 minutes
So list title
Put rationale in appendix
Multi-media layered presentation
Think about it
Final initial thought
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Wake inhale gummy brush hair teeth eyes coffee latte moisturize worship dance
My attention was snatched by background lyrics
I've got to tell my story (I'm not the same, I'm not the same, I'm not the same)
-Hero (live) by Amen music, Aaron Moses
That was the trigger for Sendy that night
She is not the same
She is rebranding
When I said I knew her
She heard she was the same still
From when we were together
But she has grown so much
Since then
Just as I have
We are a better version
Of ourselves
We are spiritually connected still
Going thru growth together
Even when we were not together
Around the same pace
And are both feeling upward in spirit
New growth
Does not change the trunk of the vine
You are the same at the core
Beautiful
And now you are blooming
Fragrantly
A different state of being
But still the same soul
I love
Steadfast soul
Final initial thought