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  • Trust drug

    Judging a book by the cover

    Trust in a magic pill

    That is too small to see it’s contents

    That cannot be mistaken as natural

    Bias curiosity suppressed

    By promise of healing

    By trading your money

    By trading your time

    By trading by way of money

    Yet believe in a magical book

    Is a leap

    Of faith

    Jesus was given

    A bad reputation

    By people that do not even know Him

    By people that say they know Him

    Yet do not accept Him as a teacher

    Accept Him as real

    Accept Him as a healer

    Accept Him as a savior

    Accept Him as humble

    Accept Him as God

    Accept Him as the sole Judge

    Accept Him as a friend

    By people that do not accept His heart

    Accept His love

    Accept His mercy

    Accept His grace

    Give Jesus one honest try

    One college try

    And realize He is not to be feared

    He never wanted to be

    He just wanted a relationship

    With you

    Trust in the Lord

    Final initial thought

    Just like you cannot see the drug

    Or see it’s immediate effects

    You must trust

    That it is working

    And will not stop working

    Until it completes

    What it intended

    When it entered your body

    Do not sit on the couch

    And pray for its effects

    Only

    Pray gratitude

    Then live your life

    As if it has already come true

    Pretend

    It is already working

    This is the kingdom

    Song by Elevation Worship, Pat Barrett Godwinked

    Pretend

    You are living

    In the kingdom

    Be joyous

    Pretend there is no pain

    Pretend humbly supporting

    Any body ache

    With another body muscle

    That does not ache

    Pretend you are not tired

    Just move at pace

    With purpose

    Only for the duration

    Of the next task

    Then you can rest

    Sabbath

    Final second thought

  • Seeking novelty

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    0400 procrastinated

    Even without tiredness

    Tapped at 0500

    Sad I missed another hour to worship

    Candle inhale reset bed Zen bed dress potty hair brush squat coffee soy latte dish counter reset worship dance

    *snatched to revelation use all of earth

    For ground

    To pull toward

    Fastest path

    Is the most efficient longest path

    Punch load up arrow backward

    To release point forward

    Punch fist travels in curved trajectory

    Curves are dangerous

    Nike check to jump vs broad jump

    Hook punch vs straight punch

    Power is found farthest back

    To go the farthest forward

    *

    Reminiscing of last night

    Excited for so many projects

    I have wanted to do

    For so long

    Yet did not do

    Under the burden

    Of worthlessness

    Now I am worth it

    I am new

    Am I just seeking novelty?

    Maybe

    But it is all just for fun

    I will see God along the way

    He will tell me if I am going the wrong way

    I can gain expertise in all of it

    Or just one of it

    God will be there for all of it

    Something will always be new

    I do not need to be good at any of it

    None of it matters

    Just do it to have fun

    Do it earnestly

    God will accept any offering

    That is earnest

    *snatched sacrifice advice

    To accept advice is a sacrifice

    Of accepting you were wrong

    And going the other way

    Must be humbled

    To go someone else’s way

    To follow them

    In the direction they are leading you

    Tension

    Of losing self

    To follow someone else

    Must feel safe

    That the one leading

    Is Good

    Good God
    omnipresent in activities

    Final initial thought

  • Buzz chaser

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    0501 wake candle inhale brush uncandle (no kindling fire on Sabbath) coffee peanut butter

    Leisurely explore

    Volleyball quilt

    Volleyball

    Double gummy

    Inhale

    Missing the station

    Went too far

    Nap

    Wake

    Munch monster

    Nothing requiring kindling fire

    Wandering into tomorrow

    Chicken prep

    Conversation with ChatGPT

    Broke down origin story of 1g protein / body pound

    As optimization and body building culture

    Centurions ingest less than 50% of that

    Silly

    I do not want to build up my body that much

    The three day meal prep

    Just became three days for two people

    Or a week long for myself

    I am no longer chasing the buzz

    Of fullness

    I am chasing the buzz

    Of not feeling hungry

    Just feeling at peace

    No chasing a feeling of drunkardness

    Of uselessness

    Of being full

    And hindering alertness

    Thrill of the chase
    Of peace

    Final initial thought