Tag: randomThoughts

  • Joyful Zen

    New mercies this morning

    Zen is still happy to see me

    In the morning

    That is a mercy

    I thought she was mad at me

    She probably thought I was mad at her

    For leaving her in kennel

    When I was at jury duty

    What would it look like

    To outwardly role play

    The actions of someone

    That was outwardly

    Expressing

    What is inside

    *snatched I side out fountain*

    She was happy

    Not wildly excited

    Glad to see me

    I was glad to see her then too

    So long as I stay present

    Not simulate the future

    What she might do later

    When I know what I will do

    Just start with love now

    And show that

    Outwardly

    Zen blessing

    Final initial thought

    Hard for dogs to not show

    Outwardly

    What is inside

    Emotionally

    Outside

    We are the same

    But much more

    Complex

    Mixture of feeling

    To show outside

  • Nothing lost

    This morning is wild

    Nothing is a loss
    You say
    Upholder by Joshua leventhal

    Snatched to sendy

    Fear of reality shattering

    Losing

    All the work

    Thus far

    To learn the truth

    It may have been wrong

    But nothing is loss

    God says

    He can use it all

    And He

    Shown it before

    He is faithful

    He will do it again

    He does Good

    All the time

    Until it is Good

    Swirl up!

    No broken piece left behind

    Final initial thought
  • Role play

    Next train left this morning

    Pretending I am someone else

    Pretending my body is lazy fighting

    Pretending who I want to be

    Is parenting me

    To be the better me

    *snatched released

    If someone important to you

    Told you to stop

    Someone of authority

    Told you to wait

    Then you pause

    To think about the enormity

    Of God (‘s power/size/grace/forgiveness/mercy/comfort)

    Then told to release

    **

    So I release

    To be the better me

    Play the better person

    Final initial thought