20251220
Woke 0330 unbelief right to be
Selfish driven
Transition to adoration
Tag: seek
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Countenance
20551220
Benson shares daily bread by Pat Barrett and Kari Jobe
Love that song
I will seek your face before I seek your hand
Woke at 5 excited for my puff and ponder session
Good morning Lord God
Here is what I want to bring to you
To help me with
Revelation graced
What does it mean to come to the Lord without intention of getting something out of it?
Just to walk in the cool of the day
Not to get advice
Not to get
Just be
Enjoy His great countenance
I have what the hart panteth for (Psalm 42)
Bask
20251219
Praying for Sendy this morning on the way to volleyball after greedily taking a puff after waking up late
Asking how I can help
Sendy have an encounter with Jesus
The weight of the Roman soldier’s faith graced
Weight of Judas in the chosen season 5 (later chatting with Mary) frustrated that Jesus did not call him to help with his unique abilities graced
Weight of Luke 19:40 graced
I do not need to do anything
Just be the salt and light as in Mat 5:13-16
God can do all things beyond my imagination (eph 3:20)
For now
I will deny myself
My fleshly desires to wed
The one I believe is my earthly person
Be satiated with her countenance
As I seek and feast on the countenance of the One
I believe is my heavenly person
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Happyface
After applying
I recalled the question from Lance
That echoed the question from Dino
“Johnson, why are you so happy all the time?”
Dino sees me only serving
Lance asked a follow on
“is it deep seeded and fake?”
It used to be
I get less prying questions if I am smiling
God blessed me now
To be joyous in Him
I do not need to fake it
It went from head knowledge of what a happy person looks like
When the heart is aligned with God
To experiencing transformation
Of the heart forming
I was acting the part
Before I got the role
Sore spot transformed into source of genius