LamMoving

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  • Mind vacation

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    Filing nails Godwink

    Anxiety of length, shape, sharpness, skin peel

    Looking for a better way to file

    Explore with horizontal left right wiper one hand

    And scratch filer with filing nail

    My type of Godwink

    My type of communication that He is with me

    Explore comfort of cutting nail

    Anxiety over shape, visibility, awkward position

    Explore relaxing to fist

    And cutting from mouth side relaxed cut from sword side

    *snatched hunger Zen outta food

    Feed her only can food

    Feed her three times to make it seem like more

    Interesting if I keep asking if she is hungry

    And she only eats when she is

    Then she would know she can trust herself

    God did this to us

    We made our own rules and religion

  • Wild at heart

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    By John Eldredge

    Spoke to me and aligned with my history

    Sent BflyMary

    Just had a Godwink… 🔗 moment: Wild at Heart book is exactly what I need. I stopped at the part that I understood I was missing a lot of what a boy needed growing up with women and not tested much. Developed “why try” mentality. Weakened me so much thru out life, but now thru Christ everything has changed for me.

    Closed the notebook and book. Looked at the verse of the day… Romans 5:3-4 Rejoice for problems and trials to build character for salvation….. God so Good

  • History aligns

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    Zen sniffs me to get up

    The name is going to fit her well one day

    Brush squat dress for the day inhale

    Read wild at heart by John Eldredge for book study with DatMike

    Pg 10 took me for a tangent

    After talking about a boy’s nature is to desire battle, an adventure to live, and a beauty to love

    All resonate with what was not modeled, encouraged, and in some instances, quelled

    Into a self denying, passive, flowy personality

    *snatched to consistency

    I heard a gear shift in my head and the image of a white silly cloth unwinding clockwise to be closer to being made creaseless and clean

    Revelation graced… 🔗

    What I did not receive from my uprising as a boy to be aman

    I did receive an important notion

    My most emotional moment of leaving the Tran family

    May not have been (to me) appropriately comforted

    Ultimately I was comforted when I was brought back to them

    Consistency is key

    I was not the happiest I could have been

    But I was the happiest I had experienced

    **snatched could should

    Excommunicate could and should from lexicon

    They are words of worry and anxiety

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    Sendy had the complementary experience

    Complimentary

    Final thought