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Today was the first day that I have gotten a boba tea on my own desire by myself
I have only ever gone with someone
Because or someone else wanted it
Snddg being funny
Woo! You can still experience first times!?
Apparently
Such a powerful moment that I only micro-sipped
I am worth experiencing it because I wanted it
Final thought
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Sunset watching at Beach
Micro sip of mango Cha Cha from first solo page of tea ever at pinchaboba
Judging myself
Why are you barely sleeping on the tea?
Why did I even buy this drink?
I bought it as a treat
Why would I rush to finish my treat?
I want to take the smallest nibbles
And savor it as long as I can
Just like this sunset
Sink into the current shalom and stay in it as long as you can
Final thought
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Awoke late today at 5:30
Driving back from a fun day of volleyball
Despite winning 1-4 and not playing great
I did better than the day prior
When I learned I cannot be M(mentally)H(igh)3
I noticed how beautiful the green mountainsides are after the rains
Pondering how to answer the initial post question of my mental (m6) and fleshly state (f6)
When God only knows by king & country played
Holy Spirit reminding me that God only knows why I am in those states
God only knows how to help me resolve them
And produce spiritual fruit in each area
Every reason I have to not be M10F10
Is an area I can invite God into
And sow the mustard seed of faith
That he will help me
And will not stop helping me
Until it is good
God only knows how to love me
Final thought