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Exploring my joys
Means also exploring my desires
I have been enjoying slow morning
Not being in a rush
My desire is to not be rushed
My desire is to peacefully
Calmly
Do what I need to do
Then
Do
My desire is to lose myself
To the worship music
To dance
To sing
My desire to rest
In the Lord
And feel no pain
And be present in my body
In my current surroundings
Safely
Comfortably
I have been nomadic
So long
Sojourning
My greatest rest I have found
Is to let go of my anxieties
Not sleep many hours
To awaken groggy
And still tired
When I can move
Freely
Free from pain
Physically
Mentally
Spiritually
What is left is the soul of gratitude
I will constantly come here
To rest
Daily
As much as I can
What do I desire to do before coming back?
Making the space more comfortable to worship in
To get there more efficiently
To have more time there
To be at my best
To not waste my time being tired there
I will try to be awake
Even if I do not feel awake
To squeeze the fruit
From different perspectives
Different angles
Different layers
Different realities
Different music
Different devotional
What else do I desire?
Physical is easy
Mental is easy
What does my soul desire?