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“Sorry my place is a mess”
What? It is so clean
Compared to my place
Conversation that echoed
As I was squatting and scrubbing the stain on the tile
Then another
Then another
Then the cabinet door
This place is a mess this close
Standing up it does not look that bad
But down here in the weeds
It is pretty dirty
Not super gross
Just needs a quick wipe
Revelation rhythm cleaning
And anxiety
And anxiety relief
Abide in the rhythm
Final thought
P.S. Sendy Nugget
20260215mh1f7
Bring your problems to Jesus
Baptize them in the Living Water
Not a fan of my neighbor’s mannerisms
Yet love them
Constantly question and test
Even the pastor
Pay attention
God wink at mission church parking
Frank and Michael relationship
Empty the wraith from the cup
Holy Spirit pray you help me see them
Like you see them
Do not react until you bring it to God
Increase patience
By baptizing your thoughts in God
Repent/confession
Rips out of your flesh
And puts it on the alter
Pray
Unfulfilled desires and put it on the alter
Pray
Until I get peace that surpasses all understanding
Continue to pray
Not just one session
Not just before eating
Not just every morning
Every moment until you get your answer
The kingdom of God
Is a living reality
Not a framework
Not equally yoked with darkness
Nor sin
Nor others that practice sin
Not natural with my new nature
Marriage
The coming together of two worldst
Two become one flesh
Must serve someone else’s vision
Work
Scriptural
You cannot take the kingdom by force
Cannot only inherit it (Esau)
Must be bestowed (Joseph)
My selfish ambitions are dying at the alter
That is Good
Never let go what God has given you
The more power
The more authority
The more responsibility
The more trust
Requires more patience
Requires more humbleness
Required more gentleness
Requires more connection to the vine
To produce the fruit of the vine
To whom much is given
Much is entrusteda
And judged by the same rule
Fear is beginning of reality
Sincerity matters
Mentally saw a gold dragon the size of the room paw up to the alter
Like a dog on the window sill
Jumped back to the church
Then straight up the heaven
Pastoring is more like crucification
Han fame
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We will grow into her name
Sitting coffee beach pier
[18] Ishmael’s descendants occupied the region from Havilah to Shur, which is east of Egypt in the direction of Asshur. There they lived in open hostility toward all their relatives.
Genesis 25:18 NLT
Many of the exiles seem to be East of where they want to be
Left from the right
Go east
Head to the right
Head to the righteous
Do not be left behind
Do not be misguided in your own righteousness
“The Great West”
Is the human conquest to conquer and control
Illusion
Heading west is actually heading backwards on timeline
Irony
Evolving tech is taking many farther away from God and making our own golden calf
Imagery
Head home
Final thought