LamMoving

Category: spiritual

  • Relate

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    Relate to nothing feeling clean enough (messy home cleaning floors, organizing)

    Relate to succumbing to vice

    But not too deep into hard drugs

    But wanting to feel something

    Food. Drink. Scream. Smoke. Frustration

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    Relate to having the fridge empty for less stress

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    Driving back after backyard bowls bday breakfast with Benson

    Relate by for King& country

    Sendy constantly on my mind

    Relate to the dumpster being the new home for spring cleaning

    Relate to my world Unraveling by diving into the past and learning about Jesus

    Relate to the refrigerator. Anxiety of being filled

    Relate to needing a whole day laying around and doing nothing

    Relate to being disappointed in people

    Relate to daily simple tasks being so difficult

    Relate in the awe of the glory of creation

    Relate to eating everything

    Relate to eating nothing

  • Unraveling

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    As I nourish with sourdough, crispy puff grain, kettle, pink salt, Greek chickpeas with parsley and cumin from trader Joe’s

    This might be the third time that I recalled the Lord echoing in my mind the phrase

    Xyz I do not want to unravel my reality and spiral

    I can relate

    Meditating / processing / praying

    Physical / mental / spiritual

    *snatched so good at cutting ties physically?

    How about mentally?

    How about emotionally?

    To a person?

    Do not see them

    Do not think about them

    Do not allow them to invoke undesired feelings

    **snatched unable to shake my emotion attached

    To my soul bonded partner

    I do not want to

    ***snatched wrapping vine

    Around each other

    Intertwining

    Milw gia sena by dim Angelo, Nikko sunset

    Staying attached to the Great Vine

    Sewing the reality of love and the cloth of life

    Weaving a beautiful tapestry

    Becoming one

    Undo the knots to redo and relieve the tension

    Final thought

  • Too well

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    After checking in with my current feels

    I just have another Sendy Nugget

    I am so rich with information

    About her

    I know her so well

    I can have a conversation with her

    Without her

    Here

    I know her too well

    To know we will enjoy this

    To know God revealed this

    To know her heart

    To know I Yada her

    Because he Yada me first

    I could not see the Yada before

    Because I did not know what it looked like

    *Snatched I am an outsider

    Even in the family

    Towed 🛻 along out of necessity

    The good family and love

    Was for them

    Not me

    Thanks for having me along to witness

    To have second hand, contact feels

    Sure wish I had that first hand experience of that feeling

    *

    We will be

    Final thought