Tag: 🔗

  • Stay in garden

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    0445 wake inhale gummy inhale brush teeth hair squat worship

    Do not judge me

    Cereal and Coffee

    Are there rules against this?!

    Why have I not been exploring like this before?

    There is nothing illegal about this

    It is within the rules of not ingesting poison

    There is so much adventure to be had

    The door was 300 spartan kicked down

    Why play only near the fence by the border?

    There is so much to do INSIDE the garden

    *snatched peace on earth

    Is heaven on earth

    To have my anxiety of what to eat gone

    To have my anxiety of what to drink gone

    To have my anxiety of what to wear gone

    ** snatched excited to dress in the morning

    Excited to be seen

    Excited to have your armor on

    to take on the day

    Excited about how it will help you

    take on the day

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    Creativity within the rules

    P.S. Less creative / Less Work / more lazy /more convenient to do it using ingredients from outside of the rule

  • Wild at heart

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    By John Eldredge

    Spoke to me and aligned with my history

    Sent BflyMary

    Just had a Godwink… 🔗 moment: Wild at Heart book is exactly what I need. I stopped at the part that I understood I was missing a lot of what a boy needed growing up with women and not tested much. Developed “why try” mentality. Weakened me so much thru out life, but now thru Christ everything has changed for me.

    Closed the notebook and book. Looked at the verse of the day… Romans 5:3-4 Rejoice for problems and trials to build character for salvation….. God so Good

  • History aligns

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    0440-0515 tired anxiety in bed

    Zen sniffs me to get up

    The name is going to fit her well one day

    Brush squat dress for the day inhale

    Read wild at heart by John Eldredge for book study with DatMike

    Pg 10 took me for a tangent

    After talking about a boy’s nature is to desire battle, an adventure to live, and a beauty to love

    All resonate with what was not modeled, encouraged, and in some instances, quelled

    Into a self denying, passive, flowy personality

    *snatched to consistency

    I heard a gear shift in my head and the image of a white silly cloth unwinding clockwise to be closer to being made creaseless and clean

    Revelation graced… 🔗

    What I did not receive from my uprising as a boy to be aman

    I did receive an important notion

    My most emotional moment of leaving the Tran family

    May not have been (to me) appropriately comforted

    Ultimately I was comforted when I was brought back to them

    Consistency is key

    I was not the happiest I could have been

    But I was the happiest I had experienced

    **snatched could should

    Excommunicate could and should from lexicon

    They are words of worry and anxiety

    ***

    Sendy had the complementary experience

    Complimentary

    Final thought