Tag: ๐Ÿ”—

  • Unraveling

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    As I nourish with sourdough, crispy puff grain, kettle, pink salt, Greek chickpeas with parsley and cumin from trader Joe’s

    This might be the third time that I recalled the Lord echoing in my mind the phrase

    Xyz I do not want to unravel my reality and spiral

    I can relate

    Meditating / processing / praying

    Physical / mental / spiritual


    *snatched so good at cutting ties physically?

    How about mentally?

    How about emotionally?

    To a person?

    Do not see them

    Do not think about them

    Do not allow them to invoke undesired feelings


    **snatched unable to shake my emotion attached

    To my soul bonded partner

    I do not want to


    ***snatched wrapping vine

    Around each other

    Intertwining

    Milw gia sena by dim Angelo, Nikko sunset

    Staying attached to the Great Vine

    Sewing the reality of love and the cloth of life

    Weaving a beautiful tapestry

    Becoming one

    Undo the knots to redo and relieve the tension

    Final thought
  • Too well

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    After checking in with my current feels

    I just have another Sendy Nugget

    I am so rich with information

    About her

    I know her so well

    I can have a conversation with her

    Without her

    Here

    I know her too well

    To know we will enjoy this

    To know God revealed this

    To know her heart

    To know I Yada her

    Because he Yada me first

    I could not see the Yada before

    Because I did not know what it looked like


    *Snatched I am an outsider

    Even in the family

    Towed ๐Ÿ›ป along out of necessity

    The good family and love

    Was for them

    Not me

    Thanks for having me along to witness

    To have second hand, contact feels

    Sure wish I had that first hand experience of that feeling

    *

    We will be

    Final thought
  • Feel now

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    I can practice snapping into focus

    And reassigning feelings

    To good ones


    Feel the pain

    In your muscle

    Focus and feel what it is attached to

    Feel all around it

    By moving it

    Experiencing it

    Responding to it

    Explore it

    Stretch it

    Flex it

    Learn its anatomical name

    Learn its purpose

    Learn how it is fueled

    Learn how it is strengthened


    Feel the pain

    Of the shame

    Focus on why it occured

    Focus on what you were doing

    On what you could have done

    On what was out of your control

    On what was not your fault

    On what impact it had how you act now

    On how God has turned it into good

    Do not worry about why

    Do not worry about vengeance of injustice

    Do not worry understanding outside God’s Will

    Focus on feelings in the current second moment and circumstance

    Final thought