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My moms fears

Worries about me

I am worried about her driving

Then teach her

Worried about her capability to take care of herself

Then teach her

I do not know what she wants to do

She does not know either

How do you know what you want to do?

By doing then finding out you like it

Then want more

She has not had enough time to like something

To know she wants it

Have you asked?

Ask (aka… 🔗 seek… 🔗)

He shall answer

Knock

He shall answer

So long as you search for the answer

** snatched cartoon

I want something blue

Like a bike or a flower or a…?

I want something blue!

Ok ok here is a blue baton that you will use to win the championships but only after you train a bunch

Why do I want a baton, now?!

I want something blue

Like a shirt or a shoe or a….?

I want something blue!

Ok ok here is a rock that will be your favorite reliable rock because it has always been faithful at picnics to hold down the napkins that has driven you mad in frustration so many times

Why do I want a rock, now?!

…

**

Wow what a good listener
To be good at anything
You must have a lot of practice
You must have been trained by others 
You must have an inborn gift of hearing
You must have been listened to so much
Wait..
Counterintuitive

Seek rest song by Jon Henninger, Austin Sebek triggered
Chosen season 2 episode 3
Mourning shows the depth and of a feeling
**Snatched describe the story and probability of 3 photos of joy and background and foreground
**
Counter intuitive
To have pain
Is to painfully be away from joy
Joy put in the desire to be listened to...
Joyfully

My painful memory as a child
Mom guilted 
To guilt dad
To boy who was not comfortable
Showing disingenuous affection
To someone I have not before
Nor shown much to me
Not understanding why me
Not understanding why to him
Not understanding why you wanted him for you
Not understanding why you wanted him for me
Not understanding why you allowed her in this house

Do you want me

To be joyful?
I think you do
You are addicted to seeing the depths
Instead of staying joyous
You know how to be joyous
Do you not want to stay here?
Thank you by Isla vista worship. Ow God smack