Self dying

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Excited to wake up at 4:45

Not excited to face the cold outside of my bed canopy

Move!

Threw some clothes into laundry wool, take a deep breath, brush squat, moisturized

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I constantly gave up my view and perspective and opinion to keep peace to the anger

I do not like anger

I do not like to see it

I will avoid it by changing myself

By willingly allow myself to be killed

Reflecting dead eyes

To keep the peace