Seeking novelty

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0400 procrastinated

Even without tiredness

Tapped at 0500

Sad I missed another hour to worship

Candle inhale reset bed Zen bed dress potty hair brush squat coffee soy latte dish counter reset worship dance

*snatched to revelation use all of earth

For ground

To pull toward

Fastest path

Is the most efficient longest path

Punch load up arrow backward

To release point forward

Punch fist travels in curved trajectory

Curves are dangerous

Nike check to jump vs broad jump

Hook punch vs straight punch

Power is found farthest back

To go the farthest forward

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Reminiscing of last night

Excited for so many projects

I have wanted to do

For so long

Yet did not do

Under the burden

Of worthlessness

Now I am worth it

I am new

Am I just seeking novelty?

Maybe

But it is all just for fun

I will see God along the way

He will tell me if I am going the wrong way

I can gain expertise in all of it

Or just one of it

God will be there for all of it

Something will always be new

I do not need to be good at any of it

None of it matters

Just do it to have fun

Do it earnestly

God will accept any offering

That is earnest

*snatched sacrifice advice

To accept advice is a sacrifice

Of accepting you were wrong

And going the other way

Must be humbled

To go someone else’s way

To follow them

In the direction they are leading you

Tension

Of losing self

To follow someone else

Must feel safe

That the one leading

Is Good

Good God
omnipresent in activities

Final initial thought